Saturday 16 January 2010

Late Night Conversations

I love late night conversations, y'know, the ones with people you barely speak to day-to-day, yet late night, online just surfing around, and you start talking about the most bizarre topics, or even stuff from long ago, that you never think about normally, but it seems perfectly ok to talk about at 1am!! I've just been talking to a good friend, who I've not spoken to in a long time, and its been really good to talk about stuff that really we should have sorted it long ago - now maybe it won't be quite as awkward when we bump into each other in Tesco...
I'm going to Weymouth tomorrow, to pick up a camera bag (I already have one, but it'll be nice to have a smaller one without all the extra kit...) and then hopefully get some cute photos of me and Bo by the beach... I may practice my portrait shots! Photos coming soon!

Thursday 14 January 2010

Resolutions....

So, new year, new resolutions! This year, I'm going to do my best to craft more, read more, have more me-time, lose some weight... Who am I kidding??? This is pointless, I never keep resolutions!!! I do want to start eating healthier though, and join a gym - my hospital appointment is a months time, and I'm dreading it! I know what they'll say, but it still makes me nervous!
The only thing I really want to do this year, which is kinda related to the healthy eating thing, is starting a family. Blimey, that sounds really weird! Not weird as such, but I'm not used to saying it out loud, mostly because its not really something you just randomly mention in conversations y'know? A few people know, but I really don't want to make a huge thing of it, and I don't want lots of "Are you pregnant yet?" That'll just drive me nuts! Bo seems a lot more OK with it than what he was, we talk about it a lot more, whereas before, he was like "Yea, ok..." to anything I'd say! I'm part scared but part excited, and I'm not even pregnant yet!!! I worry about whether it's the right decision, and whether we'll be good parents, but mostly I worry about it actually even happening! Its crazy, its not like its taking over my whole mind, but when I get 5 minutes to myself, its all I can think about! I just wish I knew somebody that knows exactly what I'm talking about!!!
Anywho, I'm gonna leave it for today, I promise to blog more - I'm just so rubbish!